Monday, August 20, 2012

Your Dog is 15 Years Old


Your Dog is 15 Years Old



Maybe you had him since he was eight weeks old. Maybe you got him as an adult. But you’ve had him awhile and now he’s fifteen years old.

You’re moving to an apartment that doesn’t allow dogs. Or you’re moving someplace where he won’t have a yard and you’d actually have to walk him.



Whatever the case is, you don’t want to be bothered with him anymore.



The first dog I ever had I only had for two years. One day she ran past me as I went out to go to work because she saw a dog on the other side of the street. A truck zoomed by and in an instant she was dead.



The first puppy I ever had was the light of my life. But he was born with an aggressive degenerative nerve disease. I saw him go from an energetic puppy, full of life, to a dog that my sister and I had to carry downstairs from our apartment so he could go potty. We had to have him put down by the time he was two years old. There was nothing that could be done.



I adopted a little dog who the owner said was about fourteen years old. The woman said she wanted money for Christmas presents. When I first brought the little dog home, she acted like she didn’t know what grass was. She didn’t ever wag her tail. She was old and feeble. She never did learn to potty outside or on a pee pad. She only stayed with me one year before she had to be put to sleep. But before that happened, I got her to where she was readily wagging her tail.



If I could have had just one more year with any one of those dogs, I would have been overjoyed.

So your dog is fifteen years old now…

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

A Thought

"Insanity - Doing the same thing over and over again but expecting a different result each time."


I read this quote and it made me think about what it is I'm trying to do. There are several situations that are and have been causing me a lot of distress. So instead of reacting to them in the same way, in a way that has felt natural to me, I'm trying to react differently.

I don't know that these new ways of handling things is really in my best interest or really "better" then how I was handling them before. Part of me fears, because it feels so unnatural, that it can't be a better way. But I feel like I have to try.

I don't want to insanely do the same things over and over again and wonder why the situations still bring me so much unhappiness.

To anyone who may be concerned: I'm not talking about changing the way I do things from sticking to the Bible to doing something unscriptual.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Wide Awake

Wide Awake by Katy Perry

I had to share this video and song. As usual, I like the song and its lyrics. But I love, love, love the video. The first time I saw it, it gave me chills. There are a couple referrences to Alice in Wonderland in the video. The caterpiller, cheshire cat, looking glass and hedge maze (But in this case, some of the maze is made from brick walls.) all show up. I may have missed some referrences but those are the ones I spotted. The song doesn't really have anything to do with Alice in Wonderland but I liked the visual story in the video that included those things.




I couldn't find the music video on YouTube without a prelude or ending that were not part of the song. So I downloaded it and tried to cut out the begining and end parts. If you can't watch the one I posted here, you can find it on YouTube. I really like the three different dresses she wears in this video. Here are a couple pictures from the video:




Last but not least, here are the lyrics:

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake

I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was in the dark
I was falling hard
With an open heart
I'm wide awake
How did I read the stars so wrong?
I'm wide awake
And now it's clear to me
That everything you see
Ain't always what it seems
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete

[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
Not losing any sleep
I picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
I'm wide awake
Need nothing to complete myself, no

I'm wide awake
Yeah, I am born again
Outta the lion's den
I don't have to pretend
And it's too late
The story's over now, the end

[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete

[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
Thunder rumbling
Castles crumbling
I'm wide awake
I am trying to hold on
I'm wide awake
God knows that I tried
Seeing the bright side
I'm wide awake
But I'm not blind anymore...

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
You know I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9

I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake