This Is For You

Lately, I don't know what to say, let alone think. I don't know if I'm starting to stand up again or I'm slowly falling. It feels more like floating between being okay and really not being okay. Where ever I am...where ever I'm going; I feel thankful for those who love and support me. So I wanted to write this post for those who are still there and love me. I know I don't make it easy on you and for that I'm sorry.
Part of the lyrics in the following song can probably only be applied to a spouse but overall, when I hear the lyrics I think of those who are there for me. Thanks for holding on even when it's easier to let me go.

ARMS - by Christina Perri

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go...

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'til you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home